Heart Reports

Get started with my new job, not bad and is good to get my self numb by busy work everyday. But still had bad effect from that person , everyday attacking my heart and is killing me. After a few times deep though trough it, finally realise he is that kind of person. He did it but don't realise. This time is truely sure. I always ask GOD "why u want me to meet that person ?" But everything happened after met him , I meant it was myself make it become horrible. But now there is nothing i can do. Heart recovering 60% , still have 40% is damaged. Hope can recover as soon as possible. God bless me.