"Time wait for no one" I like this prase very much , kinda meanful to me. Of course, time go by too fast , until I really dont wanna wake up from my dream to face the true. But now is really time to wake up .
Well May for me is quite a happy month . I went to island with friends and we have alot of fun. Meet a new friend which is really alike with me and spend a lot happy & sad moment with him. I'm glad I spend alot great time with Father Lord, He heal my broken heart and I love him so much. Good news is my sister might going to marry in this year and i'm going to be a bride maid again...haha kinda remind me alot of thing in Daniel & Eyvonne's wedding. But i'm guess this time i wanna be a beauty bride maid , not a very " chan kai " one ...hahaha.
Rebuild relationship with Eyvonne, of course ,before we had some misunderstand between . But is really doesn't matter, becuase God let me to learn a very important sessions from this . Things already passed & I already forgive her and Him. I wish they can trust me because i chose to trust them again. I hope everything is fine and dont wish to mess up the relationship we build up very hard. Actually is quite small thing and dont need to complicate the problem. Just like God forgive us and He wont try to remember what we had done wrong. And god also want me to learn to " let go "first ...what i really want in this moment , God always have his own time to make things happen to us.
In this moment , I just hope can resign this job and continue my study. Haha... finally can have my own car but have to look for part time job . Because still need to survive for life...haha have some pocket money while i study. At least now i know what i want or need to do, not like before always confuse. I glad i met this special friend. Hrm ...quite hard to descride the relationship between , more than a friend but not a couple and we both also dont think we will be couple , not kinda possible will happen in the future. People might think we just "ai mei" but actually is totally not that kinda matter. We both been hurt badly before in relationship , so not willing to commit in any relationship first but just need a "伴" to share , to relax , watch movies only. What we want is something very simple. Maybe just a care or an embrace only..only a "Pure friendship".
Maybe people will think why i dont find a female friends to share. Sorry, not i dont want is because they all got married or have boyfriend already. Of course dont have much time for me and also cant understand my feeling at all , cause they all in "honey moon" stage. Once i go out with them , 100% sure they will talk about their problem with their boyfriend. My needs always been ignore. They also like to bring their boyfriend around and 100% sure will have some sweet movement in front of u ...which i can't stand for and also dont wish to see. I'm not hate it but will remind me a lot of sad memory.
With these new friends, we talk and share everythings. Dont need to wearing a mask while hang out , dont need to hide your own true feeling , dont need to afraid will " 嫌弃" each other bad habbits. We always hang out 2 person is because we always talk about very private things , but of course we dont mind join other friends. We both truely know from our we wont become couple...haha weird... He did nice n sweet.. but everything too alike ... i also dont wish to have another "ME" to be my boyfriend..hahaha weird ..we both also wish cant keep this friendship...
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Beautiful Child
This is what i have experience this beautiful morning with my dearest Father God. I feel down & tired in my spirit so i pray to God and he told me tat he love me and courage me. So there a melody suddenly came out in my mind...and i just simply , randomly sang out wit some lyric...so nice & relax and been fulfills with His lovesssss...haha i don't know how to play any instrument so i just sang out ....i hope had a memory for this morning so i just wrote down the lyrics here....I will try to record if i could ...and hope can write out a complete song ....so wait for it ..hahaha
This is a song to my dearest Father God . Although is kinda wrote out what He told me ( I think He already heard it : ) love u my Father Lord ).
Beautiful Child
By:Caren
Beautiful Child ,
Beautiful day ,
Beautiful world , Beautiful you
Don't be afraid , Don't be cry my child ,
I'm always be with you.
I know down ,
I know sad ,
I know u tired , I know been hurt,
Please stay close with me & believe me ,
I'm always love you , child.
Oh~~beautiful child ~
beautiful Lord~
your beautiful love ~
This is a song to my dearest Father God . Although is kinda wrote out what He told me ( I think He already heard it : ) love u my Father Lord ).
Beautiful Child
By:Caren
Beautiful Child ,
Beautiful day ,
Beautiful world , Beautiful you
Don't be afraid , Don't be cry my child ,
I'm always be with you.
I know down ,
I know sad ,
I know u tired , I know been hurt,
Please stay close with me & believe me ,
I'm always love you , child.
Oh~~beautiful child ~
beautiful Lord~
your beautiful love ~
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
East Week #10 “WE ALL NEED FORGIVENESS”
Recently, when I read the many negative reports in Hong Kong media concerning celebrities who have made mistakes or were angry at one another, my heart was broken. Although, I don’t want to comment about any one person involved in these situations, I do feel the need to talk about the need for forgiveness.
My hope and prayer is that we as a people would learn to forgive as we have been forgiven. No one is perfect and we all need forgiveness. Everyone makes mistakes and we are all in need of God’s grace. I’m a pastor, but I am far from perfect. I have made many mistakes in the past and I’m sure I will make more mistakes in the future. I am only human as are you. Each of us is ridden with sin and in need of God’s mercy. I pray that we can learn to extend forgiveness to one another, because bitterness, hatred and anger will only end in death.
May we all continue to pray for each of the artists who have been hurt for their healing & restoration, may we show them compassion for each one is a precious child of God. I hope that we can learn to forgive and give each other a second chance. Hatred never wins. Forgiveness is the only answer. I pray the hurt will turn to healing. I pray the hatred will turn to love.
For many people who have been hurt by another, forgiveness is next to impossible. It is impossible to live this life on earth without getting hurt, mistreated, misunderstood, wronged, rejected, lied to or offended. Many of us don’t know how to forgive, because we don’t know what forgiveness really is. Let me explain what forgiveness is not, before I explain what forgiveness is.
Forgiveness is not…
• Forgiveness is not forgetting: We can’t pretend it didn’t happen. It did happen, and we need to retain the lesson learned without holding onto the pain. The word “forget” does not mean to “put out of one’s mind in the Bible, it means to “let go.” It means that we are not going to allow the experiences of the past to dominate our future and to prevent us from becoming all that God has planned we should become.
• Forgiveness is not avoidance: Forgiveness is not making light of something we find hurtful. It is not saying, “it doesn’t matter” by not acknowledging the wrong that was done. That is being dishonest. We must recognize the wrong done & choose to forgive.
• Forgiveness is not excusing: Forgiveness is not denying that the one who has caused the hurt is responsible for their actions. We excuse a person who is not to blame. We forgive because a wrong was committed.
• Forgiveness is not giving permission to continue in sin: Forgiveness is not giving permission to continue hurtful behaviors; nor is it condoning the behavior in the past or in the future.
• Forgiveness is not reconciliation: Forgiveness may lead to reconciliation or it may not, but they are not the same. We have to make a separate decision about whether to reconcile with the person we are forgiving or whether to maintain our distance, while choosing to still release to them forgiveness.
What is forgiveness then? In the New Testament “to forgive” literally means to “let go” or “cancel a debt.” It is to let go of the person who has offended you and to cancel all wrongs done against you by choosing to not recall a person’s sins to mind against them. Forgiveness is letting go of the need for revenge and releasing negative thoughts of bitterness and resentment. Genuine forgiveness–pardoning an inexcusable, devastating injury–is a miracle. Forgiveness is the miracle of a new beginning. It may not take away the hurt. It does not deny the past injury. It does not ignore the possibility and need for repentance and a change in the relationship. Forgiveness is a choice–a faith decision–not to hold a sin against a person any longer. How do we do this?
• Forgive others because you have been forgiven: No one is perfect. Jesus said, “Let he who has no sin cast the first stone.” He said this when a woman was caught in adultery and others wanted to punish her sinful act. God has forgiven us, therefore we must not judge others, but forgive others.
• Forgive others by faith not feeling: Forgiveness is an act of faith. It is a choice of our will, not our emotions. By faith we forgive by trusting God to give us the strength to do what He commands us to do.
• Forgive others because un-forgiveness only hurts yourself and others: When we choose to forgive, we are releasing ourselves from the negative feelings of bitterness, hatred, resentment and anger that hurt us mentally, physically and emotionally. Also, when we choose to forgive the one who hurt us, it releases them to find repentance and healing from their sins.
• Forgive others by speaking it out loud: Forgive the offender by saying “I release you. I let you go. I let go of this offence. I cancel your debt. You owe me nothing now. I renounce my desire to get even with you. God has forgiven me, so I now forgive you.” Amen.
It has been said that forgiveness is the only way in which the power of sin in the world can be absorbed, neutralized and brought to nothing. As Christ has forgiven us may we extend forgiveness to others who have caused us pain; forgiveness is giving up the right to hurt you, for hurting me. Let’s choose to forgive today it will make Hong Kong and the world a better place. Forgiveness is love, and love is freedom.
God bless,
Pastor Jaeson Ma
“Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you” (Colossians 3:13).
My hope and prayer is that we as a people would learn to forgive as we have been forgiven. No one is perfect and we all need forgiveness. Everyone makes mistakes and we are all in need of God’s grace. I’m a pastor, but I am far from perfect. I have made many mistakes in the past and I’m sure I will make more mistakes in the future. I am only human as are you. Each of us is ridden with sin and in need of God’s mercy. I pray that we can learn to extend forgiveness to one another, because bitterness, hatred and anger will only end in death.
May we all continue to pray for each of the artists who have been hurt for their healing & restoration, may we show them compassion for each one is a precious child of God. I hope that we can learn to forgive and give each other a second chance. Hatred never wins. Forgiveness is the only answer. I pray the hurt will turn to healing. I pray the hatred will turn to love.
For many people who have been hurt by another, forgiveness is next to impossible. It is impossible to live this life on earth without getting hurt, mistreated, misunderstood, wronged, rejected, lied to or offended. Many of us don’t know how to forgive, because we don’t know what forgiveness really is. Let me explain what forgiveness is not, before I explain what forgiveness is.
Forgiveness is not…
• Forgiveness is not forgetting: We can’t pretend it didn’t happen. It did happen, and we need to retain the lesson learned without holding onto the pain. The word “forget” does not mean to “put out of one’s mind in the Bible, it means to “let go.” It means that we are not going to allow the experiences of the past to dominate our future and to prevent us from becoming all that God has planned we should become.
• Forgiveness is not avoidance: Forgiveness is not making light of something we find hurtful. It is not saying, “it doesn’t matter” by not acknowledging the wrong that was done. That is being dishonest. We must recognize the wrong done & choose to forgive.
• Forgiveness is not excusing: Forgiveness is not denying that the one who has caused the hurt is responsible for their actions. We excuse a person who is not to blame. We forgive because a wrong was committed.
• Forgiveness is not giving permission to continue in sin: Forgiveness is not giving permission to continue hurtful behaviors; nor is it condoning the behavior in the past or in the future.
• Forgiveness is not reconciliation: Forgiveness may lead to reconciliation or it may not, but they are not the same. We have to make a separate decision about whether to reconcile with the person we are forgiving or whether to maintain our distance, while choosing to still release to them forgiveness.
What is forgiveness then? In the New Testament “to forgive” literally means to “let go” or “cancel a debt.” It is to let go of the person who has offended you and to cancel all wrongs done against you by choosing to not recall a person’s sins to mind against them. Forgiveness is letting go of the need for revenge and releasing negative thoughts of bitterness and resentment. Genuine forgiveness–pardoning an inexcusable, devastating injury–is a miracle. Forgiveness is the miracle of a new beginning. It may not take away the hurt. It does not deny the past injury. It does not ignore the possibility and need for repentance and a change in the relationship. Forgiveness is a choice–a faith decision–not to hold a sin against a person any longer. How do we do this?
• Forgive others because you have been forgiven: No one is perfect. Jesus said, “Let he who has no sin cast the first stone.” He said this when a woman was caught in adultery and others wanted to punish her sinful act. God has forgiven us, therefore we must not judge others, but forgive others.
• Forgive others by faith not feeling: Forgiveness is an act of faith. It is a choice of our will, not our emotions. By faith we forgive by trusting God to give us the strength to do what He commands us to do.
• Forgive others because un-forgiveness only hurts yourself and others: When we choose to forgive, we are releasing ourselves from the negative feelings of bitterness, hatred, resentment and anger that hurt us mentally, physically and emotionally. Also, when we choose to forgive the one who hurt us, it releases them to find repentance and healing from their sins.
• Forgive others by speaking it out loud: Forgive the offender by saying “I release you. I let you go. I let go of this offence. I cancel your debt. You owe me nothing now. I renounce my desire to get even with you. God has forgiven me, so I now forgive you.” Amen.
It has been said that forgiveness is the only way in which the power of sin in the world can be absorbed, neutralized and brought to nothing. As Christ has forgiven us may we extend forgiveness to others who have caused us pain; forgiveness is giving up the right to hurt you, for hurting me. Let’s choose to forgive today it will make Hong Kong and the world a better place. Forgiveness is love, and love is freedom.
God bless,
Pastor Jaeson Ma
“Bear with each other and forgive whatever grievances you may have against one another. Forgive as the Lord forgave you” (Colossians 3:13).
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